Sometimes I am not sure what love is. Sometimes I would find myself asking is this how love is suppose to feel?
used to be days I was really sure what it is. Moment of first love that
innocent fluttering feeling which comes out and lives within me with
excitement made me confident this was probably was love was. Fresh and
new and full of excitement. Then in the midst of smiles and laughter,
tears came along..with anger and pain. What seem to me like it was
everlasting love,flew out of the window in just a blink of an eye.
Questions began to rise, isn't love suppose to be everlasting? or is it
just a spur of the moment thing. Can you really lose love with time?
and third relationships ended up the same way. Things such as 'I felt
love in the beginning, but somehow I lost it with you... you'd be better
off with another better guy' became a common quote. Innocent image of
love gets lost in the process. All you'd recall is just how 'love'
doesn't last and that well maybe you just don't know what exactly love
Funny, how easy it is sometimes to forget all those
happy moments you share with a person that you've build together for a
period of time in just a blink of an eye... then later on only recall
the pain which acts as the base for the defensive mechanism you
unknowingly build around you. Sometimes I guess maybe I chose not to
believe in love so I don't get hurt again.
again on the track but I am not sure what I am feeling is really love,
or just a longing to be with someone, since I've seem to have a
misconception. The image of love began to be blurry. What exactly it is
begins to be uncertain. I doubt almost everything and just things flow,
but I can't really feel like I am all there.
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